Irrational thoughts....
Feeling lost in a labyrinth, followed by anxiety and confusion. With feet afraid of stepping back or moving forward, with skin chills when sensing the loneliness near by. Thoughts are rolling on roulette with moving doors that lead to an unknown dimension called future. Hands are tied back to not knock on any door, not wanting to know if it will open or not, don't want to know if it is unlocked. Don't know if it will welcome me or if it will kick me out. Staring in front of it but watching it passed me by without opening, not even to sneak out.
Like a bad dream feeling on a free fall... don't know what to expect... don't know if will survive, don't know if the crash will break me into infinite pieces that will never again bond together. Can't control this, but tried to. Can't forget it but tried to. Can't ignore it but tried to. Can't reject it but won't try to. The beatings are trying to escape this world of black holes. The will is trying to engage with the sunlight. The soul is seeking for peace in this battle; it may be a small one but may be the most important.
Like making glass sculptures, an infinite world of opportunities is created out of emotions. Depending of the art of interpretation reality is sculpted. Why not set the glass out to the fire and create your masterpiece. At the end you are the one that have to claimed it and love it... your masterpiece!
Lost in a free fall, instincts rushing, spontaneous responses are showing based physical perceptions and natural reactions that are mistaken, chemical bonds are created but with dangerous curiosity that is merciless. Don't fall, just fight it till the end, you will get there someday, again, into the light that will lift you out in freedom to choose your soul over everything else.
